Welcome to the cruel world. Chapter 15.

I'm so sorry for not posting but I've had so much on my plate! These few weeks have been nothing but hectic to me but bare with me:**



You know that feeling when you can literally hear your heart breaking inside your chest? When you suddenly stop breathing but not in a good way? When your tears disobey you and starts falling down one by one? Yeah, that's what I'm feeling right now.


"Khaloudiiiii ampeeh I MISSED YOUUU." The "anonymous" girl said. I could tell that Khaled was surprised by her cause he can't stop looking from me to "her".

"Uhh haha shlonich Sara." He said while scratching the back of his neck, a sign that he's nervous. Nawal was looking at Khaled with so much anger in her eyes that I was actually scared. Yes, she knows about Khaled's "confession"

"I'm gooood oo enta? Laish ma gemt ts'al 3ane?" Sara said while pouting. Ugh her fake lips are annoying me.

"Umm I'm good b3d t3rfeen college and stuff..." He said.

I couldn't take any more of her flirting and him just standing as if none of us were there.

"Ana an6erkum dakhel." I said almost running to the restaurant. Nawal followed me after giving Khaled a few dirty looks and so did Dana.

When we sat down Nawal was gonna begin with her lecture, "please don't." I said, my voice cracking up.

A waiter came and gave us the menus and shortly after that Khaled graced us with his existence. And he just haaaaad to sit right in front of me. Just my luck.

You could a pin fall on the floor from the awkwardness. I kept my self busy with my phone cause I don't want to face him.

After we ordered, Nawal and Dana went to the bathroom and left me alone with Khaled:')

And the awkwardness continues......

He was punching his Samsung S3's screen with his fingers, texting Sara no doubt.

After a short while he placed his phone on the table and the girls still didn't come.

Khaled started coughing as if he's preparing to read a speech and I looked at him with careless eyes and one of my eyebrows raised.

"Look Norah, I'm sor-" I cut him off before he could continue and said, "you don't have to explain anything to me I'm not your girlfriend or anything, I'm just your cousin. You can hang out, hug, kiss or so whatever with whoever you want. It's none of my business."

I could tell that he was surprised cause he said in almost a whisper that it was a miracle that I heard him, "but I want you."

"I beg your pardon?" I said pretending that I didn't hear him.

"Nothing." He replied with his eyes glued to the table. Shortly after that the girls finally came.

I wish that I could say that the night ended perfectly cause I would be lying.


I could almost walk to my room due to how tired I was but when I turned my doorknob and opened my room I found Abdullah sleeping on my bed:') I missed him so much. He's 6 now and has been going to daycare. My baby is growing up❤

I kissed his forehead and tip toed to my bathroom with my spongebob pj's so I'd change. I washed my face, brushed my teeth and headed to bed. The second I got under the duvet Abdullah scooted next to me, putting his head on my chest. A force of habit I guess but I ain't complaining.

I slept peacefully for two hours then woke up around 1 o'clock with a killer headache and my stomach doing flips and turns.

I rushed to the bathroom with my head facing the sink ready to throw up but I didn't. In stead I started coughing up so badly that I woke up the person who his room is next to me. Khaled's. he rushed to where I was and held my hair up afraid that I'll vomit and started rubbing my back. But like I said, I didn't throw up but I wished I did. Cause when I took my hand away from my mouth I found blood. My blood.

No.....



Hehe, gonna leave you hanging cause mwahahaha.

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